Aug 30, 2009

happy birthday malaysia!!

Congratulations!You're 52 malaysia!Sheeshh..You're old.Haha.Talking crap again.So anyway,I'm in kl [again] and probably just missed one of the most looked-forward event right now,which is our 'ritual' yearly buka puasa together.Yeah screw it.But I can't do anything about it.I wasn't in good mood the whole day.Da laa I haven't done with that stupid registeration lagi.Mampos aku kalau tak register lagi.Kang kene reject pulak ngn university tu.Adeh..

So umm I wasn't in good mood the whole day [thought I mentioned it =.= ] today,but not untill kira2 umm two hours ago kot.Had great time with new experience.Haha.I went to jalan TAR and just got back around 1100pm just now.That was my first time jalan2 [like really jalan2.Dari hujung cini sampai hujung sana!] at jalan TAR.I don't really like jalan TAR cause kat citu banyak endon.Tapi td nak cari tudung yuna so just went to check it out.[and I did found a few =) ].

Umm cam bese ofcourse,jalan TAR kalau nak raya kan kalah venice.Haha.It was so full of people.And off all kind.There's this store selling tudung,selendang,etc.Tapi yang 'menarik'nye,dy punye salesguys yang jual tu sume dress up in tudung!!Klaka gler!Gler ape dyorang tu.Abah cakap last year dyorang pakai baju kurung.And they were like standing in chairs and start shouting "tudung,tudung!!Meh tengok kak,abang,adik!Perempuan bole,laki pun bole!!" xDxDxD hahaha.Bodo arr.If you were to be in jalan TAR in this ramadhan don't forget to check this guy out.Dyorang nyer store dekat ngn semua house.Tak bole blah tol.

But,that wasn't the main reason why my mood got better.Haha but that was fun though.I saw a few cute guys!Haha seriously.They were like SUPER cute!It's been so long since the last time I actually found a cute guy randomly.But tonight,I found like three of them.Haha.Yang sorang tu memang unconditionly cute.Sampai sekarang dok ingat lagi.Haha.OK2.Shut up.[still giggling xDxD]. Ehem2 ok.I'm shutting up.

Hemm..I wonder how they spend the ritual buka puasa just now.It must be like super duper fun.Wait,ofcourse it was super duper fun.Duhh..You get to be with everyone you miss so much.Ape da.But I heard niesa just caught high fever.Heard it's a bad one.Kesian dy.I mean puasa2 sakit.She said she always had this homesick every two weeks.If I were to be homesick that soon,God knows how I'm supposed to survive in egypt.

Then I remember.In our forum,there was this topic "macam mana nak contact family di malaysia?".And there was this guy wrote "balik arr dua minggu skali.Cam korang slalu wat kat ukm dulu".Ahaha xDxD sarcastic gler.kalau bapak dy bole bayar duit flight bole arr.Aduhh.But there were other few ideas like "hantar owl arr.Cam citer harry potter","gune asap ke?antar signal bile nak contact","sorang blaja lesen ferry,kt ramai2 balik every month.amacam?" and so many other.Dyorang nie nama je nak blaja medic,tapi sume kepala cam giler.Tapape je dyorang nyer idea.But it cheers everyone up so we don't mind.Haha

p/s to diha and syarfa:bes arr bagi ikan korang makan =).Jangan marah tau kalau jadi gemok.My cat went fat too after a few month haha xDxD

Aug 29, 2009

30 days

Exactly 30 days.I'll be leaving in exactly 30 days.I don't care if people said i'm only exaggerating things.This is my life.My thoughts matters.And I don't think I'm just making a big deal out of it.This things matters a lot to me.I've never had the thought of having to travel with people I've known only for a few months to a land I've no idea how's it like in my whole life.So yeah.This is a big deal to me.

Think back,when I was in ukm,I felt excited by the thought of having new friends.New friends whom MAYBE will be with me for the rest of my life[ade doctor ukm cakap,ur friends kat U will be your friends sampai mati =.=].The thing that amazed me the most was the thought I had when I look at those new faces of my friends."These people are those who will be my friends in the next 6 years.Friends whom I will cry,laugh,angry,and fight with for the next 6 years".I mean seriously,how many of you already had the idea of whoever you will be living with for the next 6 years of your life.

But now that I'm home,I feel different.All those thought I had about my friends simply doesn't matter the most right now.If they're the one I'll be with for the next 6 years,then let it be.It doesn't matter to me.I'll think about them in that 6 years of my life.Right now,I just want to be with the people that had known me for ATLEAST the past 6 years.People who had been with me when I cried,laughed,angry and fight with.People who are important and matters the most in my life.I feel reluctant in leaving them soon.

I wonder how I would feel like to be in egypt.Am I still gonna feel bad for leaving those I love and care the most behind?Or will I overcome it and have one of the best chapter in my life there?Whatever it is,I'm just trying to say how much I love,care and cherish these people in my life.I love them so much!

special post to:
family:mak,abah,atem,aziq,dolce,maktok,and tok abah
friends:niesa,has,yan,pja,syuhaida,syarfa and many other..

Aug 27, 2009

I couldn't think of any title for this post

huh..penat2.I felt like my back bone just broke into two.I started packing my stuff just now.It's not done yet.I still need a few clothes,I haven't put in my handbags and shoes (which is so impossible to fit in everything.I might need a luggage only for my handbags and shoes kalau nak bawak sume skali),a few of household,my medical stuff and my books.But the luggage looks like it can't hold half of the stuff I haven't pack.I have two medium luggages,one hand luggage,one laptop bag and one handbag.Cemana laa nak bawak sume nih.Adess..Da la maximum weight cume 40kg.Takot je lebih nih.

I don't like packing actually.Simply because it means I'm leaving real soon.I don't know why.My heart just doesn't feel at ease when I'm thinking about leaving.It doesn't feel good having the idea of leaving the most important people in my life soon.So yeah.I don't like packing.But I have to.Dad said we need to leave one of my luggage at my aunt's house this weekend in kl.Or we might not have enough space for raya stuff.So I have to get [atleast] one of my luggage done packing before this weekend.I mean you can obviosly see how many luggage I'll have with me right?[I can't help it.banyak sangat baju nk bawak.HeHe].I can't upload any picture of my luggage here.I couldn't remember where I put my camera charger.Hmm nanti jumpe la kot..

So umm I haven't done with that stupid online registeration yet.It's so troublesome!Scan nie la,upload tu la,print nie la.Da la webpage dy asek error.Bile ade problem bukan main susah nak call orang gmn.And worst,the dateline is this weekend!Kenapa sume bnde nak dateline weekend nie?Yarghh!!It feels like my head's gonna explode in any second with my green brain[eww!!] scatered all over places everytime I did that registeration.Da la data form dy in arab.Enta uul eih?Ana mush fahim!! T.T.T.T

em em I couldn't think of anything else to write right now.I freaking tired but I can't sleep.Tak ngantuk =.=.And now I'm bored.Nak makan da tade makanan.Nak tengok tv abah tengah tengok animal planet.Don't ask me why my dad is still watching animal planet at 0145am.It's just him.I'm so bored =.=

Aug 26, 2009


Ape punye system nie dey?
Gmn pon satu.
Yang ktorang da bayar bebanyak tu wat ape?Masuk tabung amanah?
Come on people,we paid you to do your job.So get it done!
Kenapa ktorang kne wat sendiri lak?
This is just so ridiculous!
Bukan korang kne uruskan ke stuff like this?
I mean this is university matter,for God's sake!
You get us in there then you leave us halfway.
What the hell!
Da arr da kencing orang macam2.
HSBC(rm250),coat(rm100),and worst you guys told me pharmacy will be conducted in arab.My parents paid rm1000 to change course from pharmacy to medic.And in the end,pharmacy was thought in english.100% english!!
Ape nie?Hah?
Kata nak tlong bdak2 melayu.
Nie tak sampai egypt pun lagi korang da betrayed the trust we had in you guys.
Kalau kat sana nanti camne?
We are so close in leaving and you guys keep on making us worry sick.
Cuba wat keje ikhlas cikit.
I feel so betrayed.
I can't say anything anymore.
I'm so pissed off!!

sedikit announcement

I just wish to ask for your sincerely and dearly kindness to add me in myspace.Haha.I'm so lost just now.I have no idea how to add or whatever.Might take some time to get used to it.So yeah,umm rasenya da ta gune friendster lagi kot.Malas nk manage banyak2 profile and since korang active myspace lagi so nanti bole contact through sana k.Haha.Itu aje sebenarnya nk bagitau.

add me at =)

p/s:btol2 pening gune bnde alah tu haha

Aug 23, 2009

ukm,gmn student,short courses and ofcourse ustaz khalid!! xDxD

Since the boredom is really killing me,I thought of writing something about this short course I had a few months ago in ukm.It was an awsome experience for me though I've been there for only seven weeks.Hehe

Ok.First of all,this whole short courses was some sort of persediaan held for students leaving to egypt to further studies in medicine,dentistry and pharmacy.Since our classes in egypt will be conduct in english,this courses was just a preparation to learn to speak northern arabic language.Sort of only their slang without any proper grammar arab conversation.[macam blaja bahasa pasar dyorang r].It's much easier actually.I mean if you have the verb,you can easily construct the sentence.And the verb consist of only 3 arab letters.So agak mudah actually.

The first day in ukm I was so shocked to see the room.It was so beyond my expectations.The room is for two so you have every items in the room double.But the room was super beautiful.It was a new block after all and the best thing was that we owned the college.Masa tu budak2 ukm tengah break so campus kosong.And kat kolej ktorg tu cume dak2 ktorg je.Tapi kesian dak laki cause dorm dyorg jauh gler.Kene naik lagi 2 bukit after naik satu bukit yg kecuramannye kira2 45 degree.[yup.And we have to climb that 4 times a day,everyday!].Rasanya kaki kami by that time pun da cukup power tuk climb mount everest kot.

So the classes was simple.We had classes at Dewan Anuar Mahmoud also known as DAM every morning from 0900am to 1230pm everyday(mon to fri).Kuliah nie sume student blaja kat kelas yang sama at the same time and there were about 280++ of us.Masa mula2 tu crowded r dewan.Sape lambat kne diri the whole kuliah.Tapi towards the end,hampeh je dyorg tu.Banyak yang ponteng.[credit to me,I have never missed my class.Not once! =) ].Later in evening we had tutorial.It was a smaller class with smaller group of students.Ktorg dibahagikan into 7 groups.And I was in Tutorial 5[ktorg lebih glamor ngan tutorial kuwaiz haha].Most of us didn't ended up with the same crowd we used to when we were in tutorial.That's the purpose anyway,to get us to have as many friends as possible.

I didn't know about other tutorial but us,we had superb time in our tutorial.Especially towards the end.Ktorg kalau tengok dari luar macam losers je.Everyone was like 'who the hell is this kid?Oh right,dak tutor 5.Whatever...'.Haha dari luar pun very pasif je.We're not really the center of attention.Tapi kalau dalam tutor,gila2 punye ktorg.Ktorg gig malam2 pun dalam bilik tutor je.Tak kepoh2 kat luar foyer.Haha.And we had a very shy rais(leader).Said it was his first time handling such a big crowd.Haha.

Ktorg punyer 'class teacher' was ustaz khalid.He's an egyptian so rase cam cool arr dapat ustaz dari egypt himself haha.We spoke english as our mid language and umm he wasn't that good in english.[ops!ma'lesh ustaz hehe].But he was great.Funny guy actually.He gave every girl in my tutor a nickname.Said that it was egyptian habit to give nickname to girls.Mine was 'Lily'.Haha.He had something about him the whole tutorial never forget.He will start and end every lesson with the same line!He always came late to class everytime so he would say "ma'lesh2.Ana nisit.Ma'lesh awi.So how you today?Izzaiyik?Kuwaiz?Ha ha.Waheshtuni awi.Waheshtuni awi.Alashan ana bahit hukum.Ana bahit hukum".Which means "Sorry2.I forgot.Really sorry.So how are you today?How are you today?Good?Ha ha.I miss you.I miss you.Cause I love you guys.I love you guys.[egyptian usually repeat the same line over and over again].xDxDxD tak boleh blah arr ustad nie.Haduih..When class ended he'll say "khalas?Ha?Mesyi2.Ma'asalamah bye2".Which means "done?hem?Ok2.Gudbye.Bye2".Haha xDxDxD takkan ku lupa ustaz khalid.Aduh..Hehehe.Ustaz,waheshtuni awi!Oh and one more thing,ustaz nie suke ajar gune everytime dy masok,dy akan sroh muragaah[revision] balik ape yg da blajar in our last lesson.So basically,ktorg da hafal jadual2 yang dy bagi cause tiap2 hari mesti ulang balik sume jadual.Then habis muragaah dy mesti soh lukis jadual.He'll say "iktib,iktibi gadual.Ha.Ya Allah".memang takkan lari dari gadual dy.Kalau tanye dak2 tutor 5 sume hafal gadual2 tu.Hahaha xDxDxDxD kami anak didik ustaz khalid!

Haha then malam ktorg ade tutorial gak.But sempoi ckit la.Macam revise je ke.Or practice arab sesama ktorg.Or just having fun with ourself.Usually ktorg main game ke gig ke.Seronok >.< !Towards the end lagi la.Sampai kol satu pagi dok gig lagi.Paling tak pun dok lepak sesama.Kuwaiz2..haha trademark kami.Kalau dak tutor 5 kene panggil bebual arab kat depan time kuliah mesti last2 dengar dak2 tutor 5 cakap 'kuwaiz2'[good2].Salah ke btol ke lain cter.Yg penting kuwaiz dulu.Hahahaha.

So that was a little bit of my experience there.It was superb to me.I remember feeling so sad when the course ended.Since I left one day earlier,lagi la terasa.But macam dak2 sana slalu cakap 'ala aku nak berdepan ngan ko lagi 6 tahun.Ko takyah nak sedeh2.Nanti naik muak ko tengok muka aku'.haha true.i mean we're going to the same university and leaving in the same quarters.So memang nmpk muka dyorg je la.haha.Can't wait to see them again.Most of us dok merata kat malaysia so tak berapa nak jumpa sangat.But still online sesama lagi.Ktorg even ade our own web portal yang only joined by our batch.Cool kan?haha

Tulis sampai cini dulu k.banyak lagi sebenarnya nak tulis but da ngantok plak.I even have pictures.nanti post.I'll write about our so called 'dinner of the year' yang penoh dgn drama and controversy nanti.haha

Aug 22, 2009

happy ramadhan =)

It's that time of the year again!Wee haha.I guess I've been wanting this ramadhan to went by slowly so badly I forgot to actually feel grateful that I can still puasa with my family.I mean,think back,I'm sure those in college will have to puasa away from their family right?The same thing I'm gonna face next year.But hey,just wait until next year to talk about that ok.

So,umm I'm having my first ramadhan in kl.I don't really like it.I don't like having sahur at hotel cafe.The food sucks and I'll have to change my pajamas to jeans only to have a 30 minutes meal.Provide la room service time ramadhan.Ngantuk tau tak nk turun nek lif semata nak makan.Aduh..I face that every year.Nak buka nanti jangan citer.Sume tempat penuh ngan orang.Bazaar pun macam sardin.Tak masok ngan penoh ngan warga asing.Macam kat negara lain je kat bazaar tu..Screw it.Nak balik jb T.T

Yergh!!Baru kol 1100am da start penat.Aduyai how am I going to stay alive for the whole day?Eh jap.Nobody ever dies of puasa right.Ape da.Tak mati nyer.[why am I talking crap?]So anyway,ape lagi nak cakap.Oh yeah.Ade beberapa musykilah nak tanye korang nie:

1.korang balik cuti puasa tak?
2.exactly when is your raya break?
3.raya break korang sume same ke len2?

Hehe.To be honest,I haven't plan anything for my raya yet.So tak tau camne nak plan so that we can meet.Tapi insyaAllah puasa kat jb.Or maybe not.My parents had been telling me to visit my grandparents in penang and spend like one week or so with them before i fly.They said we might be in a little rush time raya nanti.I umm dunno.I wanna go but I don't wanna go alone.I want the whole family there.But we can't go there this holiday cause my brother will have his UPSR in two weeks.So camne..Haisshh..Alangkah bagosnya kalau kepala otakku bole berpuasa dari berfikir seketika.

Umm well,pape pun selamat ramadhan everyone =)

p/s to syuhaida:I tawu.Setiap kali I tengok kat my bookshelf I wonder kenapa tempat twilight still kosong.Can I pick it up before raya?Oh and I fly 29.09.09

p/s to yan:hehe great escape?I can't think of anything I would wish to be far away from.But ofcourse, sometimes life is just about sacrificing things you love the most.I'm gonna miss you guys like hell T.T

p/s:ramadhan tahun depan kat egypt?gulp!

Aug 19, 2009

Am I ready?[with BIG question mark]

Knowing that this blog will never be lost or deleted or torn or whatever,I was thinking,should I write something that I would wish to look back in 10 years time?Do i have something that I want to remember in 10 years time?Hell,ofcourse I do!Ape da.

Anyway,I was in my room when the question hit my head.I was like 'whoah!!what the hell was that?'.I have absolutely no idea what I'm feeling right now.I mean I have a lot to do but I just seems to can't get anything done.I can actually list down things I haven't do yet time is ticking so fast!

1.I still have a lot to buy for my household
2.I haven't discuss with any of my housemates about anything
3.I'm still looking for a few clothes
4.I haven't register online yet for international student and the deadline is getting nearer
5.I haven't finish my driving class
6.I haven't went to my grandparent's place yet
7.I haven't pickup my passport I left with my agent
8.I still need a lot of cooking classes with mom
9.I haven't even start packing my stuff yet
10.I haven't buy any of medical stuff I need like stethoscope,sphygmomanometer,dissection set and my lab coat [anyone know where I can find these things?]

See what I mean?And I'm leaving in 40 days!Honestly,I don't think I'm ready YET.I don't have much time left.I don't know how to be ready for all of this.I mean sure I can buy all those things I need in time.I can still finish my driving class and learn a few more dishes.But how about me?How am I suppose to be ready?What am I suppose to do to be ready?

The thing is,I don't feel anything.Or maybe I do feel something but I just don't know how to put it in words.Nevertheless,I don't know what the hell on earth am I suppose to feel right know.Should I feel nervous?Scared?Or maybe excited?Thrill?I don't know.I don't know this feeling but it bothers me so much.

You might think I'm overreacting.But here's the thing.Try imagining you're leaving the country,leaving all your family and friends behind,to a place you have no idea how's it like there,with your friends you've known only for the past three months,doing something you have no idea wether you can pull it off or not,in 40 days.Then,you have all the right to tell me I'm overreacting.

Anyway,umm I've always wanted to ask this to all my friends;

"how am I suppose to feel when I'm leaving for college?"

Aug 15, 2009

I am a freaky pimp with a hot boyfriend who got stabbed horribly by a bowl of cereal because I'm sexy as hell @_@

First, add "I'm a/an" on your title, then add the rest of the answers on as you do the questions. Tag 10 people

What color/kind of socks are you wearing?
[ ] Red = loud
[ ] Green = stupid
[x] None = freaky
[ ] Fuzzy = gorgeous
[ ] Yellow = innocent
[ ] Purple = a little too happy
[ ] Black = emo
[ ] Stripes = funny
[ ] Gray = skanky
[ ] Pink = preppy
[ ] Light blue = sweaty
[ ] Other = hot
[ ] White = sexy

What kind of pants are you wearing?
[ ]Shorts = cutie
[ ]Skirt/skort = skank
[ ]Corduroy = faggot homosexual
[ ]Tight jeans = scene kid
[ ]Ripped jeans = emo
[ ]Cammo = cage fighter
[ ]Jeans = prep
[x]Pajamas = pimp
[ ]Cargo = clown
[ ]Sweats = athlete
[ ]Boxers = brat
[ ]Booty shorts = female
[ ]Capris = Gangster
[ ]Nothing = hoe
[ ]Dickies = weirdo
[ ]Bikini bottoms = tiki girl
[ ]Other = sex addict

What is your natural hair color?
[ ]Auburn = that every one wants to make out with
[ ]Blonde = with a broken heart
[ ]Black = with a sexy smile
[x]Dark brown = with a hot boyfriend/girlfriend
[ ]Red = that likes to have fun
[ ]Brown = who loves to be different
[ ]Dirty blonde= with a nice ass
[ ]Bald = with herpes

Pick the month you were born on:
[ ]1 = who ate
[ ]2 = who needed
[ ]3 = who killed
[ ]4 = who shot
[ ]5 = who killed
[ ]6 = who smoked with
[ ]7 = who banged
[ ]8 = who ran shirtless with
[x]9 = who got stabbed horribly by
[ ]10 = who cuddled with
[ ]11 = who slept with
[ ]12 = who ran naked with

Pick the day you were born on:
[ ]01 = the kool-aid man
[ ]02 = a dog
[ ]03 = a shoe
[ ]04 = a toothbrush
[ ]05 = Santa Claus
[ ]06 = The Trojan man
[ ]07 = Barney the dinosaur
[ ]08 = a prostitute
[ ]09 = a porn star
[ ]10 = a bag of weed
[ ]11 = my lover
[ ]12 = a glass of milk
[ ]13 = a horse
[ ]14 = a lesbian
[ ]15 = a stripper
[ ]16 = a pickle
[ ]17 = a jew
[ ]18 = a homo
[ ]19 = an orange
[ ]20 = my mom
[ ]21 = a homeless guy
[ ]22 = a whore
[ ]23 = my crush
[ ]24 = an easter egg
[ ]25 = a jar of honey
[ ]26 = a condom
[x]27 = a bowl of cereal
[ ]28 = a french fry
[ ]29 = your dealer
[ ]30 = Paris Hilton
[ ]31 = your grandma

Pick the color of the shirt you are wearing
[ ]White = because I love marijuana
[x]Black = because I'm sexy as hell
[ ]Pink = Because the lil people told me to
[ ]Blue = because I have AMAZING boobs
[ ]Red = because I'm a pimp and your jealous
[ ]Polka Dots = because I hate my life
[ ]Purple = because I'm gay
[ ]Gray = because I got dared
[ ]Other = because that's how I roll
[]Green = because I'm good in bed
[ ]Orange = because I smoke crack
[ ]Turquoise = because I have a noodle in my nose
[ ]Brown = because I had to
[ ]Shirtless = because I've got abs

TAG: Sape2 yang bosan tahap cipan.Be my guest..

Aug 10, 2009

I'm suffering from TBD (Total Boredom Disease)

People,this disease is very lethal.Patients often suffer this disease due to lack of mind-using activities and a very serious boredom in every day life.You will first feel laid back.Your brain feels empty and lighter than before.Then,you'll started to wondering around your place not having any clue of what to do because you simply don't have anything in mind.In most cases,patients will ended up laying in bed with blanket and not too long after that,they'll be in their unconscious mind and stat dreaming without having any idea wether its day or night.

The early symptoms shows not too long after the patients were infected.But inventually,the patient will get worse.Here are some of the symptoms showed by patients with TBD:

1.patients started to feel light headed
2.patients will mostly wonder around the house
3.patients started to talk to whatever living things they can see(in my case;my cat)
4.patients will have nothing to look forward to
5.patients get excited when their friend text them and reply the text a few seconds after
6.patients started to do absurd things like...counting how many pillow they have in their living room or wondering where could the next volcano eruption will happen
7.patients will browse the same web over and aver again hoping for some new update
8.patients often hoping for something new in their day just to make it different from the usual.

In some serious case,patients can even turn to be totally different person.Say,they use to be a lazy bastard and a pain in the neck to the family.After suffering from TBD they happens to be the one washing the dishes,doing the laundry,cleaning the house and sometimes ever watering their mother's plant.The brain is just so empty that they don't mind feeling it up differently.

Research had been done,yet there is still no cure to be found.However there are a few treatments that can help the patients ease the disease.Patients can do so by online,chatting,blogging, or sms-ing.But the problem with this disease is that the patients seems to have no talking and thinking living things to be doing so.Some of them even ended up in posting a blog about mad and absurd disease in their blog!People,it is highly advised that we should take precautions to avoid this disease from spreading worldwide.It is believed that the best way to avoid it is by GETTING ON OUR FEET AND LET THE BRAIN WORK!!

p/s:mind me people.I'm in critical state.