30 days

Exactly 30 days.I'll be leaving in exactly 30 days.I don't care if people said i'm only exaggerating things.This is my life.My thoughts matters.And I don't think I'm just making a big deal out of it.This things matters a lot to me.I've never had the thought of having to travel with people I've known only for a few months to a land I've no idea how's it like in my whole life.So yeah.This is a big deal to me.

Think back,when I was in ukm,I felt excited by the thought of having new friends.New friends whom MAYBE will be with me for the rest of my life[ade doctor ukm cakap,ur friends kat U will be your friends sampai mati =.=].The thing that amazed me the most was the thought I had when I look at those new faces of my friends."These people are those who will be my friends in the next 6 years.Friends whom I will cry,laugh,angry,and fight with for the next 6 years".I mean seriously,how many of you already had the idea of whoever you will be living with for the next 6 years of your life.

But now that I'm home,I feel different.All those thought I had about my friends simply doesn't matter the most right now.If they're the one I'll be with for the next 6 years,then let it be.It doesn't matter to me.I'll think about them in that 6 years of my life.Right now,I just want to be with the people that had known me for ATLEAST the past 6 years.People who had been with me when I cried,laughed,angry and fight with.People who are important and matters the most in my life.I feel reluctant in leaving them soon.

I wonder how I would feel like to be in egypt.Am I still gonna feel bad for leaving those I love and care the most behind?Or will I overcome it and have one of the best chapter in my life there?Whatever it is,I'm just trying to say how much I love,care and cherish these people in my life.I love them so much!

special post to:
family:mak,abah,atem,aziq,dolce,maktok,and tok abah
friends:niesa,has,yan,pja,syuhaida,syarfa and many other..