free time maybe?

Maybe I kinda have good reason to blog tonight.I was stucked in front of kidney for 3 straight hours and I think I ought to have a break.Hihi

I was full and was finding a reason not to go to bed right now actually.Da laa baru makan,pagi2 buta,nk tdo.Mana x gemok.Haishh..

So,things went pretty much normal lately.I don't even know when it's not and when it is.It's pretty much the same.But,yeah.I'm on study leave right now.Till the 28th.So the house is pretty tense.Everyone is busy studying everything kot.Haha.It feels different for me when everyone starts shutting their doors everytime they're studying.It's not that I don't like it or whatever but I just felt like everyone is pretty much too busy that we don't even have time for a...I don't know.'Homey' stuff maybe?Like a small chat after meal like we used to have. Sume org excuse ourselves and get back to study.No time for gossiping or whatever.

Then I thought.OK.Nie baru final first sem.I mean yeah final is definitely a big deal but look at what it had done to us.Serumah pn jarang spend time da.Is this how it will turn out in future?As in we're working and everything?Or will it be alot worse?People said you don't have life when you're doing medic.I was trying and working hard to prove that was wrong.I mean ofcourse,we have lesser free time then everyone has but we still have time.We can still find some time if we want to.There must be a reason why God gives us 24 hours a day right?It must be just enough time for us right?

I really hope my life turns out just fine in the future.I'm always comfortable living in simple life like the one I'm living right now.And I hope I'll be able to make my family well,umm..shall I say 'full of love'?Haha.But seriously,no joke.I want my life to be full of love and happiness.

somebody help me

saya x patut d depan laptop dan blogging.
saya x patut chatting d ym

saya patut study sekarang.
and i'm leaving.
ok i'll stop.

tata

happy 2010

Thought of posting something on the last day of 2009 but I lost tract of time just now.Too busy with my final case.Final!Yeah.Wait.We'll get into that just in a while.

So,2009.

A lot had happened in my life in this dearly and almost hellish year of 2009.Most of the important events in my life happened this year.And believe it or not,it'd come to an end.

Well,I don't wish to write back every single thing happened in 2009 right now.But,whatever happened,it ain't that easy to forget what I went through.Lots of new,happy,depreesed,scary,unbelievable,bitchy,miracle.Oh wait!HAPPY NEW YEAR!!ok.balik semula.my alarm just remind it's new year =P.okok. miracle..hopeless,surviving,leaving,meeting,surprises,missing and yeah I can keep the list go on and on.I mean,you get it right?I believe everyone faces almost the same thing just in different way.So no big deal for me tell it out loud mine.

ok.now,2010.

Can't hope for much.I'm not usually the one with target.I just wanted to live my life the fullest so I won't regret anything here in this world and absolutely in the life after.I just want to be happy and make everyone around me happy.Cause I believe,when you're happy,you're full of love.And when you're full of love,obviously,you'll do your very best and never bitch around.Right?Ain't that is what people seek through all their life?I't's not that hard to get.But I believe people often waste it just like that.

ok.Enought with my self thought towards the world or whatever you call it.

Finals are just around the corner!Can you believe it?I mean.It felt like only yesterday my family sent me here and now I'll be having my finals in a month.And then I'll be in semester 2!InsyaAllah.My God,giler bapak cepat masa neyh!

Humm.That is pretty much what I wanna post this time.I just wanna wish my family happy new year.I'm sorry I can't text.I'm running out of kredit.I've been saving for my winter break anyway.Holidayy!Jom ge jalan! >.< [xle balik msia lepas gian holiday kt alex. =P].

to all my friends:happy new year guys!believe it or not,we're turning 19 soon,so yeah.Bigger responsibility,bla bla bla.I know.May you guys have a happy and blessful year ahead.InsyaAllah..

what is this?

I just don't get how this thing goes and it really kills my brain cells thinking about it.

huh.

ok.That's all I guess

oh.ym-ed with mom last night.miss her =)



p/s:I don't think I spent a lot every month but I always saved a lot less then I should be saving and I don't know why!da brp lama x bli shawl.window shop pn x lagi nk belanja.Dear money,why are you leaving me??

50,Jln Belibis 10

I miss home so much.

I miss my purple room.
I miss my bookshelves.

I miss mom's garden.

I miss dad's old sportage.

I miss our fridge.

I miss our living room.

I miss mom's 'taman bunga' inside that small room.

I miss mom's new flower arrangement.

I miss my brother's stinking room.

I miss TV.

I miss mom's most comfortable bed.

I miss my parents bedroom.

I miss my mom's little library.

I miss mom's korean vcd collection.

I miss our automatic washing machine.

I miss everything at home that I couldn't evern remember what I miss.

I've never left home for so long and I'm damn missing that place so much.

Da laa baru 3 bulan.I've got 7 more months to go.
Haisshh..

I miss home so much.

p/s:that pic was not taken at my house.somewhere in my aunt's house.never even beem there.neway,wish my bros will upload some of my house's pics.lama x tengok uma..

december?

blame this retarded GMN's internet for giving such an 'exclusive' service for us.I'm tired of hoping for internet everytime I turn my laptop on.Thank you very much.

Let see.Alot had happened all this while.Not much of a big thing but yeah, little-everyday-stuff.Oh!Had my mid sem exam and the result was,..umm I think I deserve it KOT.Ntahlaa.But things happened.Nothing we can do about it.bla bla bla.I'm just gonna focus on my finals now.Yoshh!Fighting!

Umm ok.Oh yeah..I'm totally crazy of shane west and 'a walk to remember' right now.Okok.I know that movie was so last season but seriously,I can't get enough of it.Copied it from daiya and was planning to watch it after mid sem but,hihi can't stand the wait laa.Hey,don't blame me.Shane west is too tempting!So I've watched it for atleast 3 times since mid sem.And was planning too watch it again after this case finished.Can't wait!

Guess I don't really have much to say.Miss my bros so much.Asal korang lama x on9?KL tade wireless ke?Soh abah bli satu lagi broadband laa.Cancel je kakak nyer.Bukan bole gune pun..

Btw,can't believe it's december already.Semalam da satu muharam.Happy new year everyone.May Allah bless you always and have a happy year ahead =)




p/s:can't wait to copy gossip girl from ikyn.tunggu hbs final eah.sabar eah dida
=(

Am I asking for too much?

I miss everyone at home.Raya is so near and for some reason,I kinda feel sad for not having them with me.I feel so far from them.I know.I'm not supposed to even think of thinking something like this.But tell you what,try living hundred thousands miles away in a land full of huge and strange people and try stopping yourself from thinking about coming back home anytime sooner.It's just sad.Having this feeling of being far away.Too far from everyone at home.

Friends are great.Yes,I really thank God for that.I couldn't asked for more from them.I've no idea how am I ever will survive here without them.Things are hard.Well,ofcourse.But knowing that friends are here kinda make me feel safer,surviving,and just keep hanging on.

There isn't much I can really do about life.I'm just trying hard to hold on and actually make it in life.I can't afford to let my family down.They've done too much for me.

Okok.Dida.Enough with it.Get your book and start studying.Enough with all this mushy things.You've got a lot in your plate right now.Mid term exam in two weeks. T___T takotttt.Da eah.Sudah2.



p/s:tak sabar nk g bli shawl and cardigan baru.Yeay~ sempat lagi tu.Ish3 haha!

p/s to atem and aziq:nak balik uma maktok gak weyh.and make sure akem x amek tempat kakak.Hummpph! [pendengki gler =P]

p/s to daiya:hummm kalau chocolate boy vs habibi kat msia,i sokong ur habibi!haha!ok merepek lak.Sorry!just being honest hihi

p/s to ikyn:Aku sayang ko weyh.Jangan arr sedeh2 sangat,nanti aku pun sedeh =(

p/s to sabe:aku nk bli shawl and please make sure aku bli shawl.I need really need a new shawl.hihi